Whats going to happen

So as of late I have been slightly depressed and hurt that I couldn't make it on my own and that I needed the support of Quint Youth lodge but now I'm happier and coping with it so I'm back for the most part. Sorry to my buddy Austen but Cookie monster is going to have to take a back seat to some serious soul searching and hard spewed writing. i am going to try to explain to you why i am the way i am and why seem a little "unique". Hope you enjoy!!! -D